Life is very fragile, very precious. Life is all we have. Our beating hearts are what we should treasure the most.
I look back and I’m ashamed of how many times I did not value my life enough. I wasted my time with worthless people doing worthless things for momentary amusement.
I never knew how to wait but also I never really saw the point in doing that. Now I do.
I want to fill my life with value and people I love and who love me back and I know it’s finally time to leave behind this childish behavior of seeking ephemeral pleasure.
The same way I said I now saw a bigger world, I also see my life from above, a bigger picture, and I see how I must work towards one that is worth living.
I must wait for love and not jump into meaningless relationships. I must work hard and wait for the career I want and not jump into the conclusion I can’t do it without even trying. I must wait and work towards things falling into their right place because if I keep chasing every single apparent opportunity I end up losing what I’ve built so far.
I’ll wait. I’ll be patient. And it will be worth it.
(random picture I took of a beautiful plant to go along)