This is no how-to because I have no idea how to deal with these situations.
The nights I hate the most are when my ex is there.
Not because I hate him or resent him.
But because he’s had too much too drink and then he’s really nice and he reminisces about our time together and he talks to me like no else is there.
And he takes my hand.
And he has a girlfriend.
And we broke up 2 years ago.
And he was an asshole.
So I take my hand back.
But then I come home and I can’t get that smile out of my head.